Please.
God I feel so empty. It's like all that is left is doubt. I doubt my bands, because when I do nothing, the band does nothing. And fuck does it make me angry, but I can't say anything, because I know I'll be made out to be a naggy bitch. I'm sick of this. I need summer, it needs to come. And then, I can get hit by a truck or something, so I won't have to worry anymore. I won't have to care.
What a time I'm having at this moment. I dunno, I hate being empathic, feeling what other's feel. It gets me in the worst situations. And while I usually do have some feelings for a few people who seem to be really into me, it's just gets amplified. It's usually very hard to tell what I'm actually feeling, unless I'm alone in my room, laying under my covers, and thinking about my inner most feelings. I guess that's my problem, I usually am detached from myself internally, unless I am in deep thought, or my emotions and my inicial reactions are in tune with each other.